all these days seem so fade away as i lost faith in myself

question everything i stood for 

no no women left to look for in life

i began to lose all  

found it harder to cope  

with everything around me 

and the people that would doubt me 

oh i was in a place that i did not want to be 

seeing face after face that i did not want to see

... i've come way back when i had not seen half them things i'd never thought i'd see
... but become someone i'd never thought i'd be